when sad
I think to myself
well
I still have my M.A.K.
I will always have him
even when hes not here
for he is the breath
that never leaves my body
and the warmth that never
lets my spirit chill
I see him why even in the
winter's coldest , dullest day
brightening up my memories
forever still
he lives on in me
there for
even when I feel so very cold
and dead inside
like now
I know I am not
as through his great love
I continue on
so to get beyond
this so bleak and dreary now..........
(Dec. 1, 1999)