'This Violence So White'
wraps itself
around me
like arms
of fast dimming light
I find I am nothing
if not in charge
the calmness
steers the thoughts
to moments needed
to be most noticed
the shock is no more
heavy than
an unashamed tear
rolling down me
too vague now
in its release
mentally
I walk away
even as
simultaneously
in my unwavering
love
I run full out
back into your
beautiful lonely heart
every time
as if I have missed you
longer than
forever........................
(Aug. 11, 2008 511am)