atop some blue mountain in my mind
there are questions and curiosities abound
am I truly the banks to this river you embody
do I fluctuate in my current course
hold on to the hand of reason or
render folly a misguided source
is your illusion real
or my reality truly an illusion
I am not so certain vagrant chance
can be trusted
doubt does not snicker in my ear
that this meeting twas not meant to be
for I was plodding along on my own journey
and stopped but for a moment to absorb
your words on God
and you somehow fell into my eyes
at the very first
quite unbeknownst to me
you are a hurricane in a hurry
but patient as Job I must concede
two conflicting forces stir in your blood
and I am caught in their cross hairs
wedged as I am in my own current
circumstances
yet decided
this is where we find ourselves
the realist in me bellows
but let's play it by moment, hour,day,
week, month or if necessary by year
if indeed that we must
for you seem to think you see me quite clearer
than I see you
and I can not yet reconcile that what you
truly believe about me is really, really real
or just something you want so very much
to be thus so
that you could fool yourself in but one breath
times three
today tomorrow and forever
so I say now one of us has to
navigate through all this 'what not'
with a clear head and no possible
margin for a mutual error
for two lives stand at the precipice
of something that just possibly could
be so amazing
or worse yet something that could be
so amazingly misinterpreted
until its too late there at the brink of
many months later the made mistake
certainly let us hold hands
and lead each others' hearts
to that water of what could be
but we can never ever try
to force each other to drink
until the time for both is right
please remember this
and appreciate such hard won
insight
on this very complex matter
that yes, in many ways seems oh
so very sweet and simple
for God forbid but that just may be
Satan painting a pretty picture over
the face of a rotting corpse
tread carefully and
don't allow either of us to be fooled
for I am but a mere mortal woman
not saint nor she devil in wretched regard
but 'That Simple Something In Between'
(Aug. Aug. 13, 2009 9pm)