among feisty flowers
a secret life of childhood
begins
full of traditions
and over thought out ambitions
amid histories heaped in imagination
heroes grow out of myth
pick up their swords and fight
their way into the bellies of play
in the time it takes to fall down
and reconstruct the dream
the core has evolved
and yet another layer of the complex self
is put in place
we create ourselves
starting as children
in our own young impressionable minds
why I know for a fact
I had the curiosity of
Scooby Doo
and the compassion of Mr Rogers
the gentle spirit of a butterfly
and the wit of captain kangeroo
I wanted to be both Puff and Stuff
and Sheriff Matt Dillion's first female
deputy
I dreamed of marrying young Eb off Green Acres
when I was 4 years old
proof that 4 year olds do have dreams of marriage
my doll Mrs. Beasely was my dearest most trusted
friend
and I longed for Mr. French to tell me my Uncle Bill
would be home soon
I had quite a soap opera of a life in my young head
and I lived out those ideas of who I was
so much so, that that four year old me would be proud
of the woman she later became
funny thing is only one major part of my very being
remained hidden for many years to come
until I was in my early 20s the poet in me never fully
came into bloom
there was life for me and then there was poetry
an interchanging mix through the years though
blessedly I was many times able to chronicle the
inter woven mix of child to woman to poet to
woman then child and back again
but those are my blessings
and they need no further addressing................
( written Jan 24,2007 1245am)