SUPER NOVA

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JOURNAL #32

heavy is this burden of want

where am I

when I'm not with you

drifting

ever drifting towards something I can only

dream is true

to be nearer your spot

crazy doesn't even begin to describe this

growing emotional web

I find I am paralysed and energised

ecstatic to be in your charge

soul mates you say in such an enchanting way

I say we are bonded never forgetting energies

flowing ever towards each other

sparking up the night

longing to collide

like some Super Nova Delight

I think I could make adoring you my career

perhaps even angels are at work here

pushing us on the right intended path

well, God knows I don't need any further pushing

you are a spot light in a room of candles

and I know the difference between pure depth

and simple fire

for I am of all things a flawed Fire woman

who aches to touch such pure desire

hell living in a sack cloth you might even say

praying that, that one certain one comes along

to carry her into heaven

the home she's never forgotten

on along to the one to whom she's begotten

sometimes my heart thinks too much

and I scare myself thinking you are just

a lovely dream

and when we meet

will you awake to realize your mistake

you have no idea how much that terrifies me ....

(written April 13, 2007 518 am)










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