heavy is this burden of want
where am I
when I'm not with you
drifting
ever drifting towards something I can only
dream is true
to be nearer your spot
crazy doesn't even begin to describe this
growing emotional web
I find I am paralysed and energised
ecstatic to be in your charge
soul mates you say in such an enchanting way
I say we are bonded never forgetting energies
flowing ever towards each other
sparking up the night
longing to collide
like some Super Nova Delight
I think I could make adoring you my career
perhaps even angels are at work here
pushing us on the right intended path
well, God knows I don't need any further pushing
you are a spot light in a room of candles
and I know the difference between pure depth
and simple fire
for I am of all things a flawed Fire woman
who aches to touch such pure desire
hell living in a sack cloth you might even say
praying that, that one certain one comes along
to carry her into heaven
the home she's never forgotten
on along to the one to whom she's begotten
sometimes my heart thinks too much
and I scare myself thinking you are just
a lovely dream
and when we meet
will you awake to realize your mistake
you have no idea how much that terrifies me ....
(written April 13, 2007 518 am)