beyond good you will find hatred's ultimate mate
and along with it a built in facade of innocence
over which we can not readily debate
thy name love
the feel of it so sweet
unquenchable and faultless
but even one close look passed its perimeter
the cloaking haze slips and it appears thoughtless
flattery surfaces to aid and ricochet the self esteem's
defense
God gives to each of us a certain measure of craft
and common sense
worth is only a plateau in which you will find
to merely reach for
there is no real certainty of a knock to come if there
is no door
all anyone ever really wants is just a little more
and man always concludes an ending to the means
through blood shed and war
peace amongst brotherhood of man
surely must be a tale of folklore
tragedy is spelled differently today in our society
of gangs, pushers and whores
everyone is highly concerned but not quite of aids
yet to most it still only equates ugliness, gays,
drugs and sores
the surface of goodness is growing thinner
its not just bad people getting needlessly killed
its more so now falling on your everyday God fearing
sinner
I can only risk so much of myself
the rest I must turn away from and gently ignore
even for a poet some areas of the darkened soul
aren't safe or fit to explore
I must find safe waters in which to further swim
if I don't the fear of gradual humiliation might take
me over and win
it takes time for ignorance and fear of change to be
stamped out
but I know in my heart there will come a day when there
will be no more
perhaps that's what God intended forever to be for.....
(Nov 18,1991 am)