with eyes so vividly green
and skin
ever thus
so softly pale and scented warm
having not every been
the most beautiful girl
you've ever seen
still such said face mentioned
left some lasting impression
upon many an unsuspecting
nameless male
this little bit of baleful bravado
to you
I feel such a cornered crying need
in my very being to confess
there for
some small part of my shattered
self worth
though until now
quite unknowingly to me
must have been retrieved
but perhaps
for some lover I refuse to
remember
and one precious worth saying
moment I may never be able to fully
share
these very pages
forever remain
'The Scars I Wear'
by choice or otherwise.............
(May 16, 1999)