with unattached empathy
the recourse of any further, future fate
slams down unmercifully the harsh gavel of
time
which is all that each of us hopefully still
have
calling off all bets where the American dream
is concerned
while cutting the majority's possibility off
at the pass
what harnessed storm burns in these altered
eyes of squandered judgment
penning the world with the inhabitant's blood
to its original word
all shall in the end fall
to each his own life I say let not there be
any terrible waste
but mass hatred all too quickly comes to mind
and with it the wars of each opposing race
blacks and whites
mainly we whites
we are so supreme and Lilly white in our filthy
how great we are attitude
but we destroy a piece of ourselves as we take
yet another strip off our fellow man
will God forgive us collectively of each our
greatest sin
indifference and practiced passiveness over
what our world has stumbled to come to
what we each had a hand in helping to come to
I can only bath such worry in a repeated heart
felt prayer
to me the foulest word in the book
(any book) is Nazi
for they did the absolute unthinkable as the world
looked the other way
and then there smokes the tempered term
the clan ( klan)
which equates only high scale yet low intelligent
racial hate
in the heart of an already wounded society
I know that I am no better than my brother
the black man
yet I am simultaneously stifled and ashamed
by the white strangers of the clan
their white bread beliefs sicken me but they are
free to have their set of beliefs as I am too
so free
so I can only stew in the open shame of my race
oh and write of such unethical crimes
as I hope that the black man can see passed the
thin, pale color of my skin
for it is he who should have a big problem with me
not I with him
for he is of an unfortunate race who has had to
endure
misery, abuse and repeated ridicule
while I stand embarrassed with my sorry head hung
I find myself wishing I had not been born to a race
so pious, self serving and cruel
though I know its far too late
but please accept my sincerest apologies
my dear Mr. Kings
(that is Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. and
Rodney King)..............
(Feb. 3, 1994 am)