a ton of lead hitting me hard upon my poor, unsuspecting head
is that the usual feeling one gets when faced with the prospect of conspiring with the dead
the truth in form is so often never completely said
who in their right frame of mind would knowingly commit
themselves to the expensive and elite tortures of club
med
( not I said the cow!)
the brochure on improper double negatives I have
obviously not thoroughly read
a mile high above the wind my thoughts just now sped
in every man, a vein of corruption gets secretly fed
why do I knock poetry when it so obviously butters
my bread
I find myself walking in future fear of fatal tread
yet who but I could possibly walk in my lent stead
though trepidation gives my conscience a fit of grief
my gut instinct tells me I should forge on ahead
my inhibitions know not the true meaning of the
catalyst known by the alias of dread
and since good intentions disgraced me when they
like a coward fled
I must doubt myself again for I can now only see rage
in the color of red.............
( written Aug 18,1991 pm)