the unwanted is leaving
a soiled joy will be returned
no more twisted masks of a grim
facade
will there be to wear
the crumbled truth
lays in bleeding strips
at the feet of such former
glorious golden hopes
how so strangely misplaced
one's heart can feel
tears evade my need for release
its like I'm in a funeral
where there is no body
but everyone can feel something
has died
its such a shame
that there has to be
so many stipulations to one's
acceptance
being one's self
with love in good standing
and innocent intentions in
the right place
just doesn't meet the criteria
of what the soul dreams
that it should
I'm going
sadly happy
yet confused
back to my birthplace
my home of love I leave behind
as well as the majority of my
tender heart
perhaps one day
all in me will be right again
aligned and in order with
the way I believed from the
beginning it would one day be
Satya and me
without all this flack
around us
living out our lives
basking in this sweet
untainted love that we've
found...............
(written April 24, 2001 5pm India time)