I could have understood the initial attraction
taking a day or two
but three little minutes
come now, there must be some law not yet created
for breaking such emotional gravity
still one question keeps popping into my head
How?
the idea of such intense obsession over another person
was/is close to that of preposterous
why when he caught me staring and outrageously winked
back I could have cussed
good, hard and long
my opinions may seem quite negative but even more so
they are strong
danger has never come into any romantic experience
I've ever had before
I just couldn't help but wonder who's after him
and what ever for
then he removed his disheveled hat and I stared from
where I sat
long over flowing hair spilled down his back
( you see, on a man I hate long hair)
and I very nearly verbalized that self loathing crack
but I refrained
for it just wouldn't be fair
after all , the man/god doesn't know me
it would make me look petty
and petty is not my style
I'm more the, 'Let's be friends forever instead of lovers for a little while'
but not so with this Montana man
I was ready to skip passed the friendship part for a
chance in the pan
do you know what I mean?
195 pounds on 6 feet 3 inches of man burnished, ready
and lean
ah , just the way I like it
tall, handsome and unforgettably fit
Damn, what's that I see
a gold wedding band
sitting snugly on his sculpted left hand
ah well, that's that I suppose
he's not for me
hi ho silver I say let's get away from here........
(written Jan. 4, 1993 am)