I have heard this said
a great many times before
its easier not to care
so I take that in to mean
that its harder when you do care
as true caring requires some
expenditure of the soul
a sharing of whatever be the burden
or raining joy in the moment
and some are just not prepared
nor adequately equipped to share of
themselves
for it evolves out of depth
well then, it is a good thing that I
am properly outfitted for such necessity
and yet in certain cases
it is probably not such a good thing
I am repeatedly hurt in such former instances
yet an optimist such as me
rarely sees it the latter way
to me one's very own compassion
is his soul's fuel
and note that such fuel keeps me going
full speed at an even even better level
on which to operate
my complex emotions
I think with my brain
and love with my heart
there for it is rather simple to deduct
I care about and accept others
just as they are
quite deeply so in fact
and I do it best
thanks to my soul.................
(Jan. 5, 1999)