oh, if only I had listened to the warn filled words of
the much too wise
then I wouldn't be here now fighting to free myself of
all these unnecessary lies
who gives a good grade for the best laid plans that
refuse to fly
where is the general logic in the big question of why
I had a large percentage of the proverbial all
but I apparently eyed the over a wee bit too long and the
souffle' was allowed a moment to fall
such mediocrity can be quite a blind sided blow to one's
jaw
now that I've been left in the lurch I can find no fire, fault or call
my opinions have been tarnished and tacked to the highest wall
I pray I will be given strength to rise above feeling so insignificant and small
and every last, little even sorted detail in full
clarity I will be able to recall............
(written Jan. 25, 1993 am)