from what I've carefully read
a scared, courageous young man you were
as soft and curious as thunder
in so seeking out
the streams of knowledge to enlightenment
yet more and more spiritually hollow than
than the hunger itself you became
with every increasing abuse you witnessed
and endured
the torture and the cold taught you to detach
while your faith further and further escaped your
ravaged mind
with each subsequent day of psychological defeat
and the "NIGHT"s were your enemy
you existed caged and marked
a starved faceless stranger to even yourself
as well as an obvious object of disgust
to vast others' vile hands of hate and deep
rooted seeds of mistrust
the world could never even hope to comprehend
the atrocities to which you had to adjust
and "The Nightmare Ever After" you must walk
through still
unable to enjoy even the smallest beauties in life
but work harder and harder
to better make others understand
what we should never allow to happen again
sectarian violence
ethnic cleansing
genocide
whatever the latest generation wishes to label it
such vulgar disposal of humanity must be stopped
at every possible turn and with the full resources
of the world community behind its
dismantlization of all men's psyches............
(written May 5, 2007 915pm)