PostPoems Be Artistic. Be Creative. Be Inspired!

this love we have agreed to have

know that it I will forever cherish

and never in my thoughts will I let this feeling perform

or perish

I apologize not for what I have yet to do or prepare

for

I'm not a mind reader nor am I clearly capable of listening

anymore

when I am cross and uncertain I blow no sadly self

signed horn

from now on to my best for solely myself this I have so

solemnly sworn

you may miss me for awhile but keep in mind I won't be

gone for far too long

I just have to write away everything inside that went

so completely wrong

for even one brief moment I can not allow myself the

privilege of looking even warily back

for what I have so far achieved could either vanish into

thin air or turn itself on me to attack

I've given up so much to cover up what it is I lack

yet, in a runner's terms I know I haven't even yet

warmed up on the track............

(written May 10,1992 am)