December's soul of grace
sleeps softly in the quiet morrow's
meadow of light
tossed in to a whirlwind
I gave myself up to the fog
yet, chose not to fight
for with such disastrous trimmings
the outcome has started me to worry
when will there approach the likes of
such another night
and can the broader side of the spectrum
veil the force of flurry
as these shaky words attempt to take
back their bite
have I somehow only managed to smother all
my hopes in the dark odors of my hellish
spite
that I would beg you to ask me tomorrow
for my opinion of tonight
for if I had to further speak of this moment's
slighted feeling
I don't believe I could get it quite right
instead I would likely have a small break down
or merely cry................
(Feb. 6, 1994 am)