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I wonder what it must be like

to not be okay alone

to spend every night

finding someone to take home



Are you just so empty inside

that it doesn't cross your mind

that you are messing with emotions

and wasting so much time



I wonder how it's so easy

to not feel anything

What happened in your past

to make you not give a shit?



I spend a lot of time considering

how i could make you change

But its ridiculous, I realize,

'cause you'll remain the same



I have got you figured out,

I know just the way you'll act

It makes me sad to accept

you'll never move past all that



I wonder how you do it

But you're doing it to me

You charm your way through everything

And get whatever you please



It makes me rather ill inside

that I fall into that trap

You don't really try with me

But I crave you just as bad



i wonder how you don't feel dirty

touching someone new everyday

How do you manipulate

and no one stands in your way?



I wonder how you live like that

and still feel good inside

I think if I lived like you,

I would simply have no pride



But you get anyone you desire

I guess that's every man's dream

I just can't understand it

and hate that one of them is me



you win everyone's respect

While I sit and watch you play

Why I keep my mouth shut,

is hard to even say



I've gotta shake you off of me

'cause it's driving me fuckin' mad

There's some lesson I should be learnin

stumbling down this path



Its making me quite crazy

how I am cursed by your spell

I smile at you and so i wonder

if you can even tell



And though I am so frustrated

for continuing to play the fool

i know within  my heart of hearts

the fool's not me, it's you