If only I could find the words
to say what I ned to say to you
It's as if they are not ready to leave my lips
But I really think they need to
Everytime I'm with you,
I can't think of a place I'd rather be
It's a little slice of heaven
each time I get to have you near me
The way I feel when I look in your eyes
Is something I can not explain
And I just don't get how I could feel that
If you didn't feel the same
But I've told myself things like that before
And I've been left so disappointed
I don't want to get hurt, or lose you,
it's such a risk to put myself in that position
I'm back and forth on what to do with my feelings
Try to push them away and get on with my life?
But it streses me out keeping it in
I just can't decide what it is right
I don't want to lose my friend
But I swear we could be so much more
I wish we could be so badly
I think it's right, but I'm not sure
There is something between us
But I don't know if you're aware
Our lips have touched before
I wish I knew it was 'cause of how much you care
Can't even imagine the way I'd feel
If I could kiss you completely sober
But something inside tells me
I would melt all over
I'd love to have that moment with you
But i'm not sure we're ready now
Will there ever be a right time?
There has GOT to be somehow
I'm ready to be with someone again
But why it's so hard to find
Has got to be because of you
and that question in my mind
Sometimes I think I'm in love with you
Sometimes I convince myself I'm just confused
I've gotta settle this ache in my heart
And say how I feel about you...
---11/14/06