If Only I Could Find the Words

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If only I could find the words

to say what I ned to say  to you

It's as if they are not ready to leave my lips

But I really think they need to



Everytime I'm with you,

I can't think of a place I'd rather be

It's a little slice of heaven

each time I get to have you near me



The way I feel when I look in your eyes

Is something I can not explain

And I just don't get how I could feel that

If you didn't feel the same



But I've told myself things like that before

And I've been left so disappointed

I don't want to get hurt, or lose you,

it's such a risk to put myself in that position



I'm back and forth on what to do with my feelings

Try to push them away and get on with my life?

But it streses me out keeping it in

I just can't decide what it is right



I don't want to lose my friend

But I swear we could be so much more

I wish we could be so badly

I think it's right, but I'm not sure



There is something between us

But I don't know if you're aware

Our lips have touched before

I wish I knew it was 'cause of how much you care



Can't even imagine the way I'd feel

If I could kiss you completely sober

But something inside tells me

I would melt all over



I'd love to have that moment with you

But i'm not sure we're ready now

Will there ever be a right time?

There has GOT to be somehow



I'm ready to be with someone again

But why it's so hard to find

Has got to be because of you

and that question in my mind



Sometimes I think I'm in love with you

Sometimes I convince myself I'm just confused

I've gotta settle this ache in my heart

And say how I feel about you...



---11/14/06

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