I feel like I'm trapped in this life that's not mine
I've been here for so long, wasted so much time
My dream of who I am isn't really so
All the people that know me, don't really know
When did I take the wrong turn to this?
How in the world did I end up as is?
Useless time in a useless place
Why didn't I ever just walk away?
Find somewhere my dreams could come true
Instead of hoping that just the dream would do
Fantasizing about my life differently
I need to make it my reality
I'm empowered by my dream bursting through
My heart can no longer take the truth
I need to start my journey to heaven
Because i'm not getting it in the world I live in
I've been so afraid of what others would say
Why'd I let them stand in my way
Now I've grown up and I'm still here
Why didn't I try just because of my fears?
I know what I need so why didn't I do it?
I've got try now, I've got to get to it
Now as I try to start my life anew
There is only one thing left to do
I'm going to work so hard for this
But i need some help through this
God, if you hear me please answer me
Isn't that what I'm supposed to be?
I know i've messed up along the way
No doubt but i've gone astray
From my dream and my destiny
I'm ready to be all I can be
So if you could just help me out
So I can finally know what my life is all about
--July 2003