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How can anyone understand what they can’t see?

All this shit hidden deep inside of me

There comes I point I swear it’s gone

But sadly it’s been here all along

Then it creeps up to sting me again

And I don’t mean to involve my friends

I snap at them and they don’t get why

It’s only so I don’t choke up and cry

They want to help but I can’t explain

How I sabotage myself to cause this pain

It’s this fuckin cycle that keeps repeating

Even when I’m sure I’ve beat it

I can’t escape it so I run and hide

To a corner deep inside of my mind

Which I know is not the solution to my sadness

Cuz it makes me think of things which add to my madness

My life is a roller coaster spinning out of control

It won’t stop and I don’t know which way to go