I missed a call today
The phone showed your name
my heart skipped a beat
While a smile grew across my face
Your voice on the machine
Remind me it's pretend
It'll never go away
You're more than just a friend
So much I want to say to you
For so many reasons I hold back
Don't know what I want from you
You aren't part of the plan
"It's crazy" I tell myself
But now here you are again
Your amazing voice asking me
Just where the hell I am
I can feel it around you
You're not sure what it is
Maybe you could realize
If I could brave a kiss
But I've sworn you off
it would just start a mess
Seeing you I boil up inside
Always makes me yearn to confess
How could I feel something
When we barely ever speak
But I have been pusing you away
'Cause you make my knees go weak
I'm jumping back in to the struggle
By seeing you again, its true
It's gonna drive me crazy
But I'm a fool for you
-7/12/2006