All these words left unspoken
Between you and I
So many feelings
But the words I can't find
I've sheltered it all for so long now
The thoughts are scared to leave
Not sure they should be spoken,
they're hidden so deep within me
But it's getting to a point
Where i'm really ready for love
And I don't see me falling for someone
When I have this notion of us
So is it to lay my heart on the table
and cross that forbidden line?
I would love to have you love me
But i don't want to lose a friend of mine
I'll never know the answer
If i never make a point to say
A hint at these emotions
of loving you in a different way
Would you be expecting it?
Or haven't you got a clue?
So many questions still unanswered
everytime I look at you~
Everytime I look at you
I feel myself start to smile
A smile reaching into my heart
I get a little warmer inside
I've suppressed my feelings for so long
Can't believe I've never spit 'em out
So many times I've yearned for you
to stop leaving me in doubt
Do you feel at all the same?
Sometimes I swear you do
You treat me differently somehow
So lovingly, for you
How do I tell you something I'm so unsure of?
I have no grip on reality
I think this, I feel that
So confused of what's supposed to be
Am I imagining this link between you and I?
Or is there something special?
I could maybe express myself
If only I knew how you felt!
But I know it's gonna be up to me
If me and you ever have a chance
How do i find the nerves
to ease you into perfect romance?
-October 2006