Christmas use to be so be and it and it wasn't just about you got on Christmas morning it about the fact that knew everybody was coming to your on Christmas day talk about when they were young but not families don't care nothing about together on the holidays they come in one saying where's my gift then go out back and the worse part I was lied too by somebody in my family that promised he never ever lie because he know i like honestly and he acts asi f likes he did wrong I can't trust him now fully ever again and rips my my heart into I hope in time it'll heal I pray and we'll be as we once close was