I wish I could
I wish I could feel good
About myself but I know
That will probably never
Happen. With the comments
That has been made about
My weight by a certain
Family member who I’ll
Let remain nameless even though this person has made an effort to show me how much
He loves me that doesn’t
Make his comments about
My weight away the
Words play over and over
Again in my head everyday!
As hard as I’ve tried to
Forever block them out I can’t seem to
Make them go away and just look at it as another day. guess his thoughts use to mean a lot to me at one point and time because the amount of respect I had for him
until my weight become a big deal to him around the age of a 11. I just don’t see myself as beautiful anymore and believe that I am
And will forever be beautiful as long I believe I am
are so that’s what my parents and great friends
Tell me everyday but I know we have
ace our own demons and I guess my weight is
One of many of mine. That I’ll probably forever struggle
In this life!
May 22nd 2009