I let my demons win again!
Sometimes I cave
and let my demons
Get the best of me once again.
At times when I’m trying to do
Something for myself without
Asking for help. I think to myself
You can do this as soon as I say that
Whenever I’m trying to do falls apart
Or makes a mess in the floor and I get so angry
With myself. I just don’t understand why
Something so simple for everybody else
Is like pulling teeth for people me?
I know that everybody that was
Born with a disability no matter what it
May be there’s a reason for everything.
I call these thoughts my demons because
I battle them everyday. These demons
Are sometimes stronger then me and
They take me over and try to
Get the best of me on those days I
Cave for a second tears will
Fall from my eyes over the
Simplest of things.
I have to say okay they made you
Cry big deal nobody’s perfect
We all have our weaknesses in life
Get up bush those demons off your back
Look them in the eye say you might’ve
Won the battle but you’ll never win the
War!
May 23rd 2007