Muscle relaxes
I hate having
To take them
But I have too
When I feel a
Seizure lurking
Around the corner
I know I must do
Something before
A seizure takes my
Body.
Grant it
The muscle
Relaxes help
Me but they
Also make me
Feel as though I’m
A zombie in
Somebody else’s
body. Groggy
My eyes feel
Glassy
I hate when
People see me like
This
because
It makes me feel
As though people will
Think I’m high
I just worry that if
People that come to
Visit will think mom
Has let me come
Drug dependant
And I don’t want
Them to perceive
Me or mom that way.
Regardless of
What I just had to say
The muscle
Relaxes help me
Tremendously.
I just feel bad for
Those who have to
See me like this
July 10th 2006,