I hated myself yesterday
I hated myself yesterday
Nothing was going
My way. My head
Was in a bad place.
I started to feel
As if life wasn’t
Worth living
Anymore
At some points
Yesterday.
And I hated myself for
Feeling that way.
But mom was
In a bad yesterday
And matter what
I did or said
Yesterday it
Never seemed
The right thing.
I felt leaving
This world yesterday
And I hated myself
For this way.
Later on
In the day
Things changed
Mom’s bad went
Away.
And everything
Seemed to be going
The way I sure hope it
Stays this way.
May 10th 2006