Just when I think it’s safe.
Just when I think it’s
Over and safe to celebrate
A seizure catches me with
My guard down once more.
I was so angry at myself
At first for giving the seizure
Power over me. Even though I
Know once a seizure gets so
Strong I can’t fight them
Off I was still so
Angry at myself
For letting it break
Through. I knew it would
Probably break through before
It would called it quits.
I thought well maybe
If I don’t think about it
It’ll go away if I act as
Though the seizures never existed
But that wasn’t the case. At
Least it was a small one
Thankfully!
June 15, 2007