Sometimes
I can't breathe
and my heart feels like it's dropped
below my stomach.
I can't thinks traight -
this song circling my brain
confuses
the emotiosn I thought I was having
but now are so unclear
it's like dyslexia of the soul
I've prayed
and meditated
and slept on it
but I'm not sure my efforts are worth anything
Your will be done
but at least grant me this one wish.