I keep having flares of anger
Misunderstood tones insult me to the bone
I hate you in that moment
And cruel words towards you are thrown
'Just do this' 'it happened like that'
I feel you see me as an idiot, a retward, a twat
So I snap out at you, I lash-back, I bite
And when I see how small I've made you
Despite your impressive height
I fill with regret, and evaporate my spite
I start to cry, which makes it much worse, as you hide your pain
And I start to curse
I appologize, and you brush it off 'We're fine'.
But I'm going mad, my tongue isn't mine.
It says such things that aren't on my mind
Making me seem like a creature cruel and unkind
You say it's 'women's issues' and hand me the tissues
And I bite my traitorous tongue and nod.