So im dying....
and im drowning... Drowning in the motive...
my stomach turns, My heart drops,
the rain begins to fall,
so i walk out side, Down the street,
Looking into the night sky,
tears coming from the deepest hurt,
emotions expressing them selfs like atom bombs,
whats this im feelings,
First time love, last time hurt,
everythings clear in the rain,
singing to my self,
i sing our song,
walking alone... Walking home,
to get out of the rain, and away from the pain,
slip into the door, dripping wet with tears,
walk into my room, fall to the floor,
taking a grip on life,
i swallow, and stand up tall,
shes worth every tear,
every emotion we shared,
maybe it was not love,
maybe just a crush,
crush that turned to falling,
but i was caught before i fell,
but myself, shutting my self up,
closing all boundries, and locking the heart up,
so that i could not hurt the way i thouht i would,
protecting myself, proving to my self,
that there is a person out there,
so i walk out side,
and look into the sky,
thank the lord, and now i cry...