Of Asbury Park, Red bank, Manasquan
In thigh high growth between track
Divided and filled in with rock
Keeps going as flat as possible
Through backyards by high school athletic complexes
A green in elberon visited in transit
But diffused to, just by watching
You give yourself to these visions
To these memories
Lose something in order to go back maybe
If it ever meant anything
What made it so special then was we were building a future access point
And we did it without knowing
But it costs so much now
Im sure the same thing happens these days
And we wont know it until then
When we have more of ourselves out there
And if you had until the end of time
At some point you would run out of yourself to invest in future access points
You would just be memory
And anything after would be beyond you
I doubt if you could see anymore
And each place you inhabited never looses its motion
Its hard enough to keep up with the experiences had
An emotional life in one sudden throb or ache
And just like that