its easy to think its in the air
the dopamine spike just before, natural
the air being compressed by your torso
kneeded into a perfect little ball
blue and green
and you choke on something
a word you remember from this afternoon
weird or idiot
pulling your skin off
veins the same color as the air
throbbing for introduction but being neglected
burn off into haze
and if you could see through it
you would know its temporary
but your heart rate wont allow it
thud against empty glass
shattering goopy matter thick
right up against something
pushing from both sides now
its easy to declare loss
and indulge in it
but memories are like borders
and what buddha said about satisfaction
feels less like hope and more like tolerance
if this is just a weigh station
all the interdimensional beings i have encountered
dull
and credit cards- jail
a bouqet to examine
before being thrown back into a lie to make money
certainty in the indoles and methylene dioxy groups