when will this be enough
when will all the substituted monoamines forget me
and i can become the obsession of poetry
i dont think i ever read a poem
wrote a poem
all this loose time
time scattered like dense water poured over the surfaces where it turns inward
becomes these compartments and all the sound from the air vibrates the droplets to run into each other, away from each other off the sides of the surface
i wont name the electrical reasons for this
i dont know them
the bitter loss and empty spaces between them
in the grooves and indentions gravity
but gravity never wrote a poem
gravity didnt make something exceptional
which never materialized
all this mess and nothing
potential lost most of its energy to heat and il never do this again
but it keeps going
i thought it was love, obsession
but its vanity and fear
thats why it clunks like the note
that hit time square and knocked it into splatter
love you ma
all norms corrode erode even plastic
the most human material
double bond good leaving group
vinylic halide
why isnt that poetic enough
its not fear and vanity
but utility
and exposition
no no no
stop
stop writing
death
my god
no water
a world with no water where whim is recognized finally for what it was
then nothing
poetry transcends time
this transcended nothing