I grew tired of making
Monuments out of stone cold men,
Who seemed to just stand
Statueque
Whenever I paid them a compliment,
Or tried to warm to them,
Who seemed to curl away from me
The more I turned to them.
I just got tired, you see
Of kissing your back,
As you laid, dead to the world,
In a drug induced sleep,
I knew, I knew,
That you were not dreaming about me.
And finally I got tired,
Of the fear of the calm,
And then the fear of the storm ,
I wanted to venture out ,
And not keep myself at home,
I didn't know how my body would react
To seeing you love another.
Finally, I told myself.
I am too tired to bother...