I don't quite feel the way I thought I would
I guess I still don't understand it.
I drowned in what I'd thought was love
But I resurfaced empty handed.
While friends resuscitate me back to life
And told me not to be so saddened,
I didn't have the heart to let
Them know I'd wished they hadn't.
Don't want to help them understand
Or hear them say they're sorry.
Just want to turn this bathtub water red
And watch the walls get blurry.
- Lo Ru