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Brilliant how I'm getting this.

Just how long have I been letting this

Affect the way I live each moment,

How my life not so long ago went?



I throw up my hands with a loddy-frickin-do.

I'll always be a cowboy dear, with or without you.

Why did I ever expect more from you?

What did I think this all would come to?



F me, man, I'm pressing through this.

Maybe some day I could do this.

You don't get it.

I won't let it.

Be the way it's always been.

Hold my breath and count to ten.

No more anger, no more fists.

No more need for all of this.

No more sickness, no more pain,

No more need to shift the blame.

You get mad if I'm nice, want to forget me when I taunt you.

But, after a Waltz and a Foxtrot, you won't want to.

Hold on tight, to the black and the white,

And never let go till you pass out from the light.

You have this frightful fascination,

With eliminating my elation.

Not a thing that I can do now,

No point trying to show you how.

      - Lo Ruhmaah

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"I will sail my vessel, till the river runs dry.
Like a bird upon the wind, these waters are my sky. I'll never reach my desintation, if I never try. So I will sail my vessel, till the water runs dry" - Garth Brooks

(pelvic thrust)

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Marianne Glasgow's picture

I'll always be a cowboy dear, with or without you.

"I will sail my vessel, till the river runs dry. Like a bird upon the wind, these waters are my sky. I'll never reach my desintation, if I never try. So I will sail my vessel, till the water runs dry" - Garth Brooks (pelvic thrust)

Oh...you are the man. I love you. =)

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once upon a time, i was nice. and somethings just change, and i apologize. this was beautiful, and things maybe just werent' meant to happen the way we thought they should. but dont ever forget that i do love you, and i'll always have a stupid way of showing it.