I know they hear it when I speak,
Can't hold them in, my feelings leak.
The world knows I have no concern,
They see my hate forever burn.
Rage and malice fill my head,
My anger leaves my spirit dead.
But, I still hide this hate of mine,
I swear that everything's "still fine".
I cringe in fear of what comes next,
Anger explodes, I'm such a wreck.
In ignorance, I think I hide,
The rage that lives so clear inside.
I sit and scream, I stand and cry,
I run away, I fall and die.
I try to fight, to stop, escape,
But, it's too strong, and I'm too late.
I'm overwhelmed by all my pain,
I miss the past, like that song by Staind.
Angry screams inside my head,
Ring out like a gun, and "Bang, you're dead."
-Lo Ruhamah