Please, don't love me

I have more love to give you

Love you could never give back

I have a dark secret I hide

Its if you try love me I'll be selfish, greedy and tell u you lie


At first I'll be fine, and say I don't mind

"I'm just more affectionate but I'm happy you try"

I LOVE YOU, I MEAN IT, NOTHING COULD BE MORE TRUE.

But please, don't love me, I'm selfish and cruel

"why won't you kiss me like I wanted you to"

It because you lie and you don't love me do yoi

 

You say alot, and try show me you do

But I know that you don't, do you think I'm a fool

 

As time goes on, you will distance yourself.

I TOLD YOU! DONT LOVE ME! IM TELLING THE TRUTH


I'll hurt you for love that I know you can't give

ITS YOUR FAULT IM LIKE THIS

U THINK THAT YOU TRY

ILL NEVER FEEL LOVED

FUCK U GO DIE

UR SELFISH, GREEDY AND ALL YOU DO IS LIE

I JUST WANT TO FEEL LOVED.  BUT I JUST MAKE YOU CRY

DONT SAY YOU CANT DO THIS,

you Love me , remember

HA


now this part I hate, because this is the truth

I'm voilent , I'm nasty

I'm selfish,  I'm cruel

I hate me so much..And I hate u still love me as much as u do

 

I LOVE YOU,  REALlY I DO

I beg you. 

Please

Don't love me

Cause one day will come when you will hate me so much

for what I've become

My heart will be broken, and yours will be to

I love you 

I hate me

Now you hate me to


 

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

First poem I think it's a poem

I honestly lost the one last good thing in my life because I wouldn't believe that I deserved it.

And truth is.

I don't think I did

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