I’m not the child I used to be,
What ever happened I was blind to see!
Why did I choose this path for me?
I made myself blind to what was going on,
Nothing made since, it was all gone.
What ever happened to the child in me
was something that I failed to see
I was destroyed along time ago,
But by what I do not know!
I gave up on smiles and laughs,
and became the center of ridicule and others laughing.
I was no longer happy and carefree,
I became what you now see!!!
M. Russell {Rascal} McConkie
3-28-98