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Dear lord what have I done?

What have I become?

What is to become of what I have done?

I sit in my room & wonder

what happened to me.

What caused me to do what I've done?

What will happen to the people I've hurt,

and the lives I've destroyed?



For a price that high it wasn't worth

it at all. The price I paid for a

false happiness, was my freedom,

friends and family. I took from them

a piece of their life.



Why did you not stop me before I hurt someone?

Why did it happen more and more?

Why did you look away, when I needed you most?

I ask you lord what is wrong with me?



You created my mind to be what it is.

You cheated me with the thoughts I have.

You gave me my choices even though they were wrong,

And now I ask if you will help me forgive,

I have hated myself for way to long

It's time you and I have a heart to heart.

So I can change the boy I once was, and

become the man I'm meant to be!



AMEN!!!



Casper McConkie

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