I never cared about my body for this is the temple where the drug abuse began;
I never cared about my family because it was then that I didn’t understand;
I never cared about my jewelry and clothes; for it was those possessions that I then sold;
I never cared about my house and that’s why it’s being foreclosed;
I never cared about my job because it was that that I couldn’t keep;
I never cared about my well-being for there were days that I didn’t sleep;
The drugs had me crazy…they had me feeling as though I were losing my mind;
I was a fiend, looking for a fiend, who knew a fiend until I got my high;
It took only one last time for me to realize that I was going to die;
As I lay there with a needle injected into my arm I began to ascend to the sky;
I thought it was the effects of the drugs that I had recently injected under my skin but it was God telling me that it was time for this nonsense to end;
It was then that I began to care and listen to what I was being told;
For the best thing God did for me that day was give me a second chance to deliver unto him my soul.