I could have lied (liked it)
when i cried last night
but the pain made my heart break
and i felt the pain deeper
harder stronger faster
than i thought i would
you've promised me a life worth living
and promised me (lied to me)
that we were going to live
happily ever after
but your lies hurt to much to
say i'm not mad at you
I called you at 6pm and told you "i loved you"
and you couldnt tell me
that you loved me back
(you've forgotten everything)
even me
I wish i hadnt wasted 14 long months
on a heart that didnt care
about the pills and traces of blood
stained carpets
i've engraved your name
on the walls of insanity
shouldn't be this way
but it is
shouldnt love you
but i do
It only hurts when i breathe
and my dreams only die when i dream
and my heart only breaks when its beating
So i hold my breath
Your voice still calls my name
and you sounded happy to hear from me
i could have sensed possible friendship
coming back into my picture
these random spurts dont help me
and i can't forget you