Today i understood the meaning of life
when i scarred your heart with
meaningless words of hate and anger
I understood that where i'm coming from
is a different pattern of life than
most of yours (happiness and bliss)
I'm falling captive to my depression
and i soon won't be breaking free
I'm starving myself thin on the brink
of death and hunger
I have no where to turn, no hand to hold
no lips to kiss, no breaths to breathe
I'm trying harder, but you're not helping
Pushing me down, crushing my spirits
Once more i'll fall down before
i sleep for all eternity
(you get the picture of what i'm saying)
I won't need to fly 753 miles out of the way
just to say "i love you" to strangers in the mist