the clock is blinking
and im trying to think
"what was it I was going
to tell you today"
Possibly that I love you
or was it I hate you
My minds a blur of
inspirations
of the faces in my closed
eyelids
If i'm smiling its
becuase....the
soft knowing that
I'm forever in your debt
Making me who i am
and what i will become
"i think you're in love [with him]"
i am .. and he knows
everything about us
its staying.
The neighbors lights
are still illuminating
my darkened room
filled with
pink christmas lights
Forever i'll love you, til the day I die
i love the title of this one.