would you kill me
if you knew who i really
was??
i'm listening to hanson
and i'm crying in my hands
i can't figure it all out
i can't figure it all out
27 buddies on and your not one
of them
should i even call you that?
my buddy?
"you've never been kissed"
dont sound so shocked
i'm not the whore i'm made out to be
if i'm fallen or broken
i would understand why
you'd be at my door to pick me up
but i'm not yours anymore
and i'm not falling or broken
i just wish you would
give me a reason
for the insanity that your
making me go through
50 bobby pins
30 minutes later
10 seconds long
i'm dying
you killed me
and suddenly i'm dead
inside and my heart
is broken into two
there is nothing more for
me to do
except give up
lock myself in
leave you behind
and live the life
i so long to die