Here it is i write down every feeling inside. I hate him for hurting me. I love him for loving me. I miss him for leaving me. I cry and i cry. And all i want is to die. All over again your in my heart. In my life again. Never left me once but i was the one who left you. I'm so broken. My heart really hurts. I want one thing back in my life. I want love, sweet love back in my life. I want to hold someone. I want to be be held. I wan tot be free fromm all that i hide. I want to love someone new. I want something real. I want to be somewhere else. I want i want i want. But exactly do i need? MY SCREAM IS GETTING softer and softer. My heart is breaking and breaking. My life feels so empty. Hold on only this much more to go.....