Living Eulogy

i place my concsience in disguise
i will not let dark clouds
cover my skies
promises you own
and compassion ive shown
im better off alone
im better off

black roses cover my grave
my patience has shown so much shame
im better off with my own heart
im better off..

this is what
i came to be
the designs of everyones schemes
look at me
have you ever seen
somebody who lost it all

this hell im forced to call my own
damned forever ill live alone
the pain i cant throw away
this coffin is where i must stay
buried 6 feet deep
with black roses
to be whats remembered of me
in the shame that ill be
ill be gone
ill be strong
i can only see my hands in front of me

because god knows my soul is lost inside
and as days fade im lost in time
but i know ill be fine
even while you live
the best of lives

my heart is within all of your grasp
even when my time has passed
ill be with you all
and protect whats left of my past

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