I am lost in all confusion
No one understands my heart
No one cares to rescue me
From the world I feel apart.
No one wants to love me
Hold me next to their skin
No one cares to feel my love
No one will let me in.
Just when I feel so happy
Just when I think I am there
Something takes a twist and turn
And things so back to unfair.
My heart can’t take the pain
My soul has an empty space
My head it is just swimming
I need out of this place.
I feel as though I may drown
My breath is fading away
Each day I have to fight this pain
Makes me feel more gray.
I wish it was that easy
Just to walk up to you and say
That you are what completes me
Makes my hours become a day.
If you look into my eyes
Deep inside of me
Would you know that love I hold
Is there for you to see.
Would you understand me
Would you feel my pain inside
Would you finally be the one
That I truly can confide.
My body is full of emotion
My heart full of pain
Standing here all broken
In the pouring rain.
Today, tomorrow and forever
with my head down in shame.