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My love
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love Hello love
Its strange to see your face again
The soft curve of your lips,
corners turning up when u smile
your blue-green eyes,
Lighting up when you laugh
thus, it brings back so many great memories
I remember, love
us on the bus in second grade
we played hand games together
"lolly lolly lollyyyy POP!"
we would shout
I would burst into a fit of laughter if you blinked
you would do the same for me
hello blue-green eyes
I often miss you
when i stare into you now,
memories come flooding back.
not just them lighting up through our great times,
but some of sad
i remember, love
you walking into school escorted by the counselor.
you were crying
your eyes were beat red
your face was flushed
you looked sickly
I wanted to call out to you, love
but i couldn't
and so for the rest of the day, i mourned
i mourned for you, and your sadness
when i finally got the chance to ask,
you told me what was wrong
i felt sad for you... happy for me
i somehow acknowledged from this little piece
that you loved me too
Now, love
Our memories seem so great
you must think that all of the bad
has somehow since been forgotten.
you are wrong
I too, remember you dating my best friend
i remember you becoming a monster
at one point, we were best friends sharing cookies
and secrets
at another, we were evil to each other
You would call me names
and the names were no longer things like
darling, beautiful, and dear
at that point, i didn't care
i didn't hate you for changing,
i hated you for hurting me
Now, love
your words rip through me
i am constantly walking on glass
i am trying, failing, to avoid loving you once more
it is hard, my love
for you are, My Love.
Now i say:
goodbye my love
i love you for being mine, my love
i hate you for saying goodbye, my love
You are, my love
My first love
My forever love.
